He Said

She she she is
selfishly coldheartedly
leading me away from me

i suffer from a slavish
codependence

Her her her hands
are those of a tormentor
murderer of a man
with golden intentions

he said:
my eyes yes my mind
I would have given
to her to her to her
and and and been her slave,
or her king,
or the dog
slavering at her feet

i i i
i am done
resigned and numb
to wallow in self-pity
and accept my defeat.

12 comments:

  1. Hi! My mission...which I chose to accept...was to continue to visit as many A to Z Challenge participants as I could even after the challenge is over because I didn't want to miss out on any great bloggers out there! Lovely blog...good luck with the rest of the year and I hope you had a wonderful weekend!

    Donna L Martin
    www.donasdays.blogspot.com

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  2. LOVE the echo here. What a great way to usher your reader into the emptiness/despair you felt from this.

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  3. This is beautiful. You certainly have a way with words. Thanks for sharing.

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  4. the desperation is evident in the repetition. we've all been there (perhaps?) one way or another, at one time or another, despite our pride, or perhaps because of it. perhaps we should never have pride in the face of (real) love.

    xo
    erin

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  5. Really liked this piece

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  6. Anonymous5:44 PM

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  7. Anonymous7:18 PM


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  8. Anonymous7:19 PM



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